March 8, 2016
Our first day in Khajuraho I started with some body activities at the roof terrace of the hotel. Looking at the sunrise. Beautiful! But India is a country of contradictions. At the same time Indian people were shitting in the fields… We walked to the temple of the local people and looking at their rituals everything felt totally okay. Suffering of life is not what I really am.
We were so tired of the 6 long days with the bike that we slept a few hours. And after lunch I made a little walk through town. I didn’t want to do anything, only enjoying little things. While writing behind my laptop I missed something. I noticed that I was writing with having to be someone. I don’t want that anymore, I want to be simple.
At the end of the day I had a talk with Tilasmi. Finally I had a big cry and felt grieve of rejection in me. A believe system of my mind was hating people. And do I want to create suffering over and over again? According to my mind I can stay little in stead of getting big. My belly doesn’t hate people and only wants to be.
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