WALKING ON THE BEACH
Every day I start at 6 am with a walk at the beach in the dark. It so easy to feel magic of life at these moments! Then I do morning activities, because I feel having more energy by doing that every day. After yesterday, my mind was still trying to pull me back in my perfectionism. Until I spoke to another person that did the same training as me. And he had the same experience with the teacher as me, feeling no space to make your own mistakes in life to learn from it and no space for another opinion. Probably that conservation gave me confidence about my own feelings, because afterwards the need to be perfect disappeared.
Today I stitched two labels on my backpack, creating something gives satisfaction! And my thumb is a little bit bruised;) I’m also busy to read the book Digital Nomads for getting inspiration. Because my financial situation will change unexpected in probably two months, I see the challenge to earn my own money sooner then expected someway.
For me this is about trust. And in the past I never liked working, because it was always accompanied with a lot of pressure to be someone… that I’m not. So in the training I learned that if you put your whole being in what you do, even cleaning the toilet is fulfilling. I feel excitement about this new challenge in my life. Finally it is not about working, it is about putting your creativity in something!
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